my last !

Bie . you totally make me love you .

i dont even care bout others as long as you with me . 

youre my perfect choice .

insyallah were getting enggage and married .

i dont want anyone else except you .

make all you said come true .

to let you go for second time is posibble .

before, i cant have you .

but now youre mine . 

totally mine .

ill be the best for you .

and ill try to be a good friends , fiance , wife , mummy , and nanny .

one phrase ive told you .

"awak mmg bukan yang pertama , tp awak akan jadi yang terakhir "

keep my words bie .

thanks to allah .

maybe its our fate .

to be together .

you want me to be yours as soon as posibble .

but for me . 

its to difficult cos i dont have enough money to getting married yet .

i know you can .

but not easily for me to take it . 

its our marriage .

it must me and you . 

thanks sayang .

you make me smile and be the one who realy mean to me .

you show me how much you love me . 

i do appreciate you cos you do the same . 

i do love you ayangggg (MUHAMMAD FARIZ ZULKEFLI)

KARMA

im inlove with one guys who realy attract me and make me love him . for the first month before his realy wonderful man . i do love him . just for one month before . now his change . maybe already have someone to be his soulmate and for sure its not me . so sad and make me feel crush . feel wanna ruin all my life . but its stupid thing ever . what i should do is look forward and move on with my new carrier . then i can do whatever i want . include my dreams to stay out of this country . tired for seeking . i am stronger .no one knows how strong i am . im awkward and curious person sometimes . watch out ! once you lose me . you will lose me for the rest of your life . once you throw away my love . for a billion years ill throw you away from my life . simple . goes around comes around . keep this word always with you . IM DONE !

love my boo .

happy new year guys ! hope everything move smoothly . and i found someone who make me in love . yahhh . his bad . naughty . have tatooo . but i love him . i dont even care who realy he is . deeply i know his a good man and remember where his came from . his an arabic person and crazy . always be himself . hope were get along and i try to be better . thats all . me love you  qi dippa !

what a mother fucker !

"Someone Like You"

I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.
Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I begged
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, "
Yeah
You'd know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it. 

I'd hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be remindedThat for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I begged
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."
Yeah
Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I begged
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you tooDon't forget me, I begged
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,.....

 UNINTENDED
You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens
To my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love
I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken
Pieces of the life I had before
First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you
You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken
Pieces of the life I had before
I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken
Pieces of the life I had before
Before you .


i describe my feeling by this song .

love love love .

sometimes we need someone who care about us . sometimes we need to care about someone . its true love that i've been looking for a years . but till now i cant find it . i wish i find it and keep him till my life ended . now or never i didnt know . my heart still hurting and its pain . and i wish i could spend my lifetime with him . please come as the way you are . thanks :'(

okay ! kau sangat annoying !

haishh . sabar je laaa dgn laki zaman skrg nie . i mean segelintir nye laaa . tak tahu nk jaga hati perempuan langsung . hurmmm . aku nk tanya kau nih . KENAPA kau xde sikap gentle langsung ?? YELAH ! kau ! aku pon x pham laaa . kau nk aku buat ape doe ?? aku pnt la mcmnie . aku tgok laki laen x sabar2 nk jumpe gf dea . kau ?? sebulan pon xkesah . padahal . masa yang kau ambik untuk ke rumah aku x sampai 20 minit pon . tp knpe mcmnie doe . aduhhh . knpe time aku perlukan kau . kau xde . time aku ajak lpak lagilah . aku phm kau pnt . tp kau pnt buat ape ?? orang lain yang slalu ade disamping aku ble aku dlm kesusahan . ade kau kesah ke dgn semua nie ? xde kan ?? mungkin kau da biase kapel care mcm nie . tp bukan aku . aku mmg mengade2 . kau suruh aku bg kau peluang . brpe bnyk peluang kau nk ??? smpai aku da xde rase ke ?? aku perempuan . kau kene paham hati perempuan . kau pun taukan jiwe perempuan nie mcmne . klau kau ade lain . kau pegi laa . aku da xksah . asalkan kau bahagia . daripada kau seksa aku mcmnie . aku penat weyh . ble tnye kau cakap xde . aku x nk salahkan kau semua bende . time aku ckp aku xnk msg kau tu . sbb aku nk kau rht . aku tau kau terpakse msg aku . padahal time tue aku x kesah pon klau kau nk msg aku . tapi mesti kau pk aku lain kan ?? ble aku ckp aku pnt . xnk msg kau . sbb time tue aku tengah merajuk dgn kau . tapi . ade kau paham . kau pulak . bg alasan yg same sbb nk balas dendam . aku pelik . kau pegi lepak pun pnt ke ?? kau lpak buat ape ?? work up ??? aku rase x . sebab aku tau kau malas . tu yg aku pelik sgt . tapi pnh kau paham . malah kau cakap aku nie asyik nk mrh je . hurmmmm. kau x pham ape2 pon pasal aku . da nk masuk 4 bulan weyh kte kapel . tp ntah laaaa . aku x tahu nk kate ape da . klau kau bace blog aku nie . suke hati kau nk menilai mcmne . aku xtau nk kate ape . aku da xde rase lgi dlm relation kte nie .

finally :(

finally were broke up . maybe that the right way . isn it ? hurmm . hope you always happy with new life okay . without any comitmen .  past, please stop tapping at my shoulders. I dont want to look back ! and i wanna be happy as long as i have a closer friends . thanks .